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Senior year of high school. Second year of AP Studio Art. Currently working on Breadth, will begin Concentration next semester.
Life's a bitch. I thought it would be better but it keeps going downhill or just staying steadily unpleasant :/
but I am going to keep trying to get on here more often and post photos. my jack russell molly died last year. we have a new puppy named Lola/Lolita/Faustus. Whichever you prefer. I'll try to post some photos.

if you want to be made infinitely happy, read this
its a little bit strange, but nonetheless the sweetest thing i have ever read

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first off...how is everybody?? i'm sorry i haven't been on much recently. life has been incredibly stressful and it is only once ever few weeks that i even think of this site!
nonetheless, i wish all of you the best and hope you had wonderful holidays.

for my AP Studio Art with portfolio in 2D Design, specifically photography, i am beginning to work on my concentration. i have two main ideas- phobias or habits.

i am leaning towards using phobias since i have more ideas for photos but i am also still keeping my options open.

for phobias, i have...
1) fear of heights
2) fear of spiders
3) fear of commitment
4) fear of darkness
5) fear of light
6) fear of numbers
7) fear of germs
8) fear of gaining weight
9) fear of open spaces
10) fear of being watched (actually, i am not really sure how to word this one. this one is more modeled off my friend who constantly fears that someone will enter her house or her attic and closet and is convinced they are watching her through her vents. i may for a picture show a girl cowering with a dark silhouette around the corner)

***can anybody think of any other phobias that can be relatively photographed??? like for the ones i chose i wanted to have fears of actual concrete things, like spiders, and also conceptual fears like commitment to a relationship or person.
thanks!!!

also, the ideas i have for habits are...
1) nail biting
2) hair twirling
3) smoking tobacco
4) thumb sucking
5) cracking knuckles
6) pencil chewing
etc. i have a few more but i cannot currently recall them.


which one seems to be the stronger concentration? to me it seems like PHOBIAS would be the better choice but any opinions would be greatly appreciated <3 thanks

and incredibly depressed.
i miss actionquest. i miss bulot. i miss tori, tanya, mike, max, adam, colby, remy, kristen, ryan, charlie, sean, rob, jill, fresca, sam, and everyone else. i miss the crowded, moldy rooms. i miss the trampoline. i miss the stars. i miss the hills. i miss the clear water. i even miss the horrible processed food.
i would give anything to be back there.